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i'm sorry for hurting youI’m not as strong as you say I am, And I’m not as weak as I may appear, But too much is on my mind, And I have too much to fear.i'm sorry for hurting you
A promise broke again
I always told you I can’t make a promise, That I will never be able to keep, But you kept pestering me into making it, And I want to forever sleep.
A promise broke again
You see I’m too emotional inside, Can’t cope with these feelings no more, My depressions come back to haunt me, And the blood dripped onto the floor.
A promise broke again
by *suteishiijein-poetry
pretty little messI wear long sleeved shirts,pretty little mess
even though it's hot.
I act as if I'm cheerful,
though I know I'm not.
If I gave any clue,
they wouldn't know what to do.
I just want to be left alone,
so I can do this on my own.
I don't want to stop,
I love seeing my blood drop. This whole habit is sick,
and I feel like a prick,
It could eventually kill me,
my short life gone,
all my emotions and feelings forever withdrawn.
I told my love I'd not,
I told my friends the same,
My family doesn't know,
Once again
by *suteishiijein-poetry
DepressionI've heard so many people tell those who suffer depression to just 'cheer up.' I wonder if they can really believe that it’s that simple.Depression
Depression isn't just sadness. It is emptiness, it is misery. It is pain and nothingness at once. When you are truly depressed you lack the ability or will to cheer yourself up. No one just ‘has depression.’ You suffer from it. This is depression:
You will wake at 5, 6, maybe 7am, feeling as though you had only just fallen asleep. It’s likely you did. If you don't have to be somewhere, you could lie in bed for another 3 hours...too tired, too miserable and pathetic to crawl out of
by ~pixijane
What Mental Illness Feels LikeIt feels like you're a prisoner In your own mind Holding you hands up to your Looking glass eyes But not able to escapeWhat Mental Illness Feels Like
It feels like being close to yourself All the time But not knowing who you are Wanting to get close to others But terrified of letting them in
It feels like wanting to kill all your emotions So you don't hurt anymore It feels like the physical pain you cause yourself Just to kill all the pain You hold buried inside
It feels like starving your body Because you feel like a bad person And like you need to b
by =soulful-tears
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- Print preference: anything i can afford *shrug*
- Interests: draw, RP, collecting, music, nice people, etc ^^
- Favourite movie: Beetlejuice Beetlejuice Beetlejuice!! and Dawn of the dead.
- Favourite band or musician: Too many to list
- Favourite genre of music: rock and some pop, heavy metal, classic rock, classical, oldies, etc
- Favourite artist: Eugene Chung and those who i watch.
- Favourite poet or writer: SilvoxBlack
- Favourite photographer: Rattus-Rat and Sooper-Husky
- Favourite style of art: manga, cartoony, realistic, fantastic, horror
- Operating System: windows xp
- MP3 player of choice: winamp
- Shell of choice: im not a turtle D<
- Wallpaper of choice: whatever that looks nice on my screen O_o
- Skin of choice: i want yourrr ssskiiiin... *bites you* >D
- Favourite game: Kingdom Hearts, and any retro game.
- Favourite gaming platform: NES, SNES, Sega and Play Station
- Favourite cartoon character: Alucard *is not a cartoon tho* and many others.
- Personal Quote: Satan is my God
- Tools of the Trade: colored pencils, black markers, maybe something else... Usually traditional methods.
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aqui tengo un art block de la hostia y con los cambios de clima pos se me cambia el estado de humor =w=;;;
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